Content & Content!

I often find myself looking upwards to the cool blue sky of the day or velvet night sky of the evening. In either situation I always find myself in awe of the
magnitude of whats out there in this world. Seeing everything as so small such as the eye of a needle. Realizing I am that small in comparison to things or persons of greater value or importance. Relishing those moments I can say for however brief a time that I am content.



It's quite amusing how a great deal of the time things aren't as they seem or
would be to appear. The picture above, the path seems to narrow and yet in fact it remains the undiminished. After quarreling with demons, battling personal issues, & wrestling with life I know that ("it goes on." -Robert Frost)






I am thankful for what I have in my life. I'm thankful for anyone who has came into or passed by through my life. I am thankful for where I have been and my experiences lived there. To X-friends & X-lovers I apologize, I am sorry for all the negative that happened between us! I wish you well, I hope you are happy and living well! I pray that you have a better life than me.



"Love all, Serve all"
Krist Cummings

Landscape Escape

Here's a few landscape photos I took lately. Just to show you a little of what ive been up too..

Outside & "Yes... Its Been Some Time...

Outside

in a room with natural lit light
looking around at everything despite
the world outside this window here
its everything i want but then fear

it holds me back within my transparent
walls. my flaws are mirrors hanging but
then i fall. things lay scattered across
the ground. and every sound feels like
pressure piling on.

im moving onward in my journey through life.
i can see the color more on the outside.
pleasure twisted not shape shifted but
exquisite. feeling of euphoria like utopia
intoxicating life on the outside of...

An Interview with Troubled Youth

"The former ACW Alumni come back together again to discuss life, wrestling, and Porn. You will be shocked by what you hear and look at these 2 amazing wrestlers in a new light. It was a light hearted very funny and interesting interview." - The Madcast Podcast

Below is a three part interview with my former tag team partner Problems and Drew Lucid (myself.)

Part 1

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Part 2

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Part 3

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Also Credit to Anarchy Championship Wrestling

New Pic

New Lyrics (sorry no video yet)

I'm a whore I'm a bastard. i cant tell you what may matter. only reveal my misfortune. when i feel like slipping away its needless to say. I have fallen a time or two in to another melancholy. and what folly disgrace or dismay keeps on falling into the spaces in between. and it seems that i can keep going another day, erase all the pain that is my fate or my past when time disappears so fast. i count the hours i keep wasting instead another day or year is fading. how did i get here and where did i go. how was i supposed to know. its your voice inside of me, i cant forget what used to be. how do i let go, how do i move on. how do i stay sober, how do i stay strong. when falling is easier then getting up. staying down is strength enough. i fear in fear itself, when i know nothing else. a hollow smile. a faceless stare. some where i know there is something more that's left of me. its not where my heart is, when the hardest part is letting go. forget your pretty face. forget the time and place we met. forget the hold you have on me. forget what used to be. I'm moving on and moving forward. it may be awkward but i will make it through. i will find my way back to you, who i was, who i love. i keep wrestling with this because, i need to erase all the pain that is my fate or my past. i count on time disappearing just as fast as before. and once more, I'm a whore I'm a bastard. i cant tell you what may matter.


ps. i just scratched this down like a minute ago.

"love all, serve all"
With Hope,
Krist

Soon To Come...

This video was taken in April of last year, and well things have changed since then my words now can hold true. I intend to start posting some video blogs, so i can talk directly to you, and you can hear my voice. Thank you all, and stay tuned...



With Hope, Krist